Align My Free Will To Your Will

PapaGod, sometimes I wish you would just order me. Quit being such a gentleman and just make me do what is right for me and pleasing to you. But that is just not the way you are, is it? No, it is not and so today, I come to just thank you for letting your love flow over me regardless. Please Papa, I know it is all about free will but please fill me afresh with your Holy Spirit so that I will always align my free will to your will. Please PapaGod?

I am asking you in Jesus name.

Thank you.

Oh and by the way Lord? I really do think you are the best.

Life, Live In Me

Life, Live in Me
And dispel all that is death from within me
Giver and Sustainer of  Life, let me live in you
That, in you, I will push back all that is death without

Light, Live in Me
And dispel all that is darkness within me
Light of the world, let me ever dwell in you
That all that is darkness around me flees at the sight of me

Peace, Abide in me
And dispel all the storms and white noise roaring in my head
Prince of Peace, let me abide in you
That with every word I release, every deed,  calm is restored

Love, Fill me up completely
And dispel all that is fake and conditional within me
Agape Love, let me burrow deep into your heart
That all that is not borne of love dissolves into nothingness at my presence

PapaGod, all I am really saying is take me over.
Totally. Completely. Please.

That I Might Forget

PapaGod, I love you and all I want to do in this life is be like you
To make you smile
But I cannot lie. I am seething on the inside
I think I am even finding it easier to forgive but forgetting?  ......How do I do that Lord?
How do I forget this person that would hate me so much as to want to drag down so many families?
I don't know how but I know you do.
And that is why I come to you.
It's easy to forgive this time cos I dug deep into my heart where your love resides......
But please teach me, help me, lead me to a place where I can forget.
Thank you Papa as I come to you in Jesus Christ's name.
Amen.
And Papa, please all  I have done, no matter how big or how little that has led to this situation , forgive me and more important, SHOW me but NOW I know better. I will not change who I am for I am molding myself on you BUT I will commit more than ever to be wiser, more discerning . I am so sorry for all who have been affected by this. So sorry. I pray you send restoration to all of our hearts and homes.

Thank you for always being there. Thank you for always standing by me. Thank you for always finding people to send to me to let me know.

PapaGod? I just thank you for you.

Lord, I Want To Take You More Seriously!

Papa
I have no other source of power but you
You alone are my Counsellor
You alone are my Teacher
You alone are the Light that shines my way
My Enabler
In this wicked, mean world
So please Papa, help me to take you more seriously

You see, this world we are in just seems to spinning out of control
Lord, I don't want to disappear in the midst of its evil spin
Sucked under by the claws of the god of this age
I see the only way to beat him at this evil Russian Roulette
Is to hide myself in you
So please Papa, help me take you more seriously

So I can hear better
See better
Think better
Know better
Than the devil.
So he wont be able to steal my life
My family
My victories
My testimonies
My ministry
Oh, Lord, Please forbid it, help me so he won't steal
My eternity
In Jesus name I ask you
Amen!

Papa, Take Absolute Control

Dear Lord, I honour your name this evening
I cannot thank you enough for ALL you continue to do in my life
Thanks for your many mercies over me and mine
I am so grateful to you.
Father please, you know that I need you for tomorrow's event
You know that I had no hand in bringing it about.
That's was all you. So Lord, please have mercy on me
And finish what you have started concerning this book reading
First and foremost, bring everyone to the venue safe and take them home safe
Because I am in the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus, I use myself
as a point of contact for every guest. We shall be safe in Jesus name.
Lord, let all the preparations and the arrangements from the most banal
To the most significant glorify your name.
Let the readings you have led me to choose 'speak to people'
Let there be laughter, let there be joy, and please Lord,
Let there be love.
Lord, all I am saying really is come and
Take ABSOLUTE CONTROL and let your glory fill that place
I pray to you Lord, in Jesus Christ's name
Amen!
Thank you Lord for hearing me

Lord, I Hear You Loud and Clear

Dear Lord and Heavenly Papa
Thank you so much for having my time
Time enough to caution me
Time enough to warn
Lord, I am ever so grateful
For all the words of encouragement
That have been coming my way, for in them
I see your face, I hear your voice
A concerned voice of a concerned Dad
I am grateful for it
That I can hear it.

All I ask now Lord is more grace
So that I might keep myself in the right space
The place of less me and more you
The place of but for you, who would I be?
The place of true humility
For dear Lord, dear Father , I really know
That, I am not worthy of all these words
Its just you and I know, Its really Just you
So please just give me more grace
To keep my head in the right place
In Jesus name I pray to you
Amen!

Father, Bring Your Children Home Today!

My Lord and My God.
But most especially My Daddy
Your children need to go home today Lord.
Its been 3 days too many.
Lord you are the God who owns ALL things.
Make the hiding places of Aba cough them up!
Lord, please, just bring these children home today!
All 15 of them. Dry the tears of their mothers and fathers!
Do this I ask you O Lord, in Christ's name.
Amen!

Let My Voice Speak

Father Lord
Thank you for being available for me.
Thank you for being my Alpha and Omega
My song and my shield. I am grateful.
You alone are worthy of all my praise.

Today I come humbly to your feet
To ask for something really important
I need my Voice to Speak.
I need my Talents to Taint lives, for better, for good.
I need my Skills to become a source from which others can benefit.
Father, I just want to be used by you.
Send me out Lord.
Let all that you put into my life, Do for you.
In Jesus Christ's name, I ask it.
Amen!

Father!

Dear Heavenly Father and Most High God!
You alone are holy and worthy
And you alone are in control
So I refuse to be moved
Even if I just had all the air knocked out of me!
Yes, last night I was blindsided.
I did not see it coming at all
And neither did my mgm!
But once again, I say it cos I believe it
Only you are holy and worthy!

Father!
I know you can fix this!
Father!
I know you can work this out for my mgm's good.
Father!
My eyes are on you!
I know my expectations shall not be cut off!
Father!
I know you are not a man that you should lie!
So Father!
Step in to this situation. Arise O Lord!
And make this crooked road straight
It's in Jesus Christ's name, that I ask you
Father, hear my cries!
Amen!

I am confident that you who has started a good work in my mgm
You are able to complete it.
I know that, at the end of the day, ONLY your purpose for him will stand
Yes, let the enemy roar but its just noise. Its you I hold on to now.
Yes, Father! You alone are worthy and holy. And Faithful.

I love you Lord. Blessed be your name. Thank you for hearing me this morning.
Thank you for guarding our hearts with your peace.
Thank you Lord, For you.

A Cry For Divine Enablement

Dear Lord, Helper of the Helpless
Help Me.
Keep Me on the Road of Rightness
I need your grace. Thank you for your mercy
Help Lord. Have Mercy and Help
I want to do the right thing
I really do
So Help me
In Jesus Christ Name
Amen!

Light Enough For The Step I Am On!

This was Stormie Omartian’s prayer
Lord I echo it today.
I want to remain on the Path of Life
But I tend to either be in the ditch of Legalism
Or the ditch of Lawlessness.
Both on either side of the Path.
Today, I run to the cross for help
I want to kill the little fox that
Wants to kill me
Lord, Hear from your throne in Heaven
And send down help to me your child
I need it desperately.
Thank you
In Jesus name. Amen!

Its Only You Jesus!

Lord, My True and Only Helper

Its the 9th of May 2009 and I cannot believe or understand where I am
How did I get to this place. This quagmire. This confusion
How did I allow myself to spiral so far down the road, the empty road
How did I? How could I?

Lord, it is only you I can look up
Lord, it is only you I can hold on to
Lord, it is only you I can count on not to give up.

Cos me somedays I give up
Yes, some moments, I am fed up
Cos I know that I know what is up. Who is up?
Yes, it is the enemy of my soul. My Future. My destiny
He is up. And he is roaring at me. Trying to trip me up.
So , yes, I know what it up.
But I also know that but for you, I will trully give up.

So Father, Lord, My one and only. You are the Pillar of My Life
I lean on you weary now. Please send your Holy Spirit to me
Let Him boost me. Let him re energise me. Let Him release me
In Jesus Christ's name. Amen!
Lord, it is only you!

Lord, Help!

Dear Father

Please help me!
In Jesus Christ name.
Amen!

Today I Simply Confess

Jesus, All For Jesus
Is All I Am, And Have and Ever Hope to Be X 2

For it is only in your will that I am free X 2

Jesus, All For Jesus
Is All I Am, And Have and Ever Hope to Be X 2

All of my ambitions, hopes and plans
I surrender them
Into Your Hands X 2

For it is only in your will that I am free X 2

As I press on regardless, this is my confession today. I give it all to you Lord. I will only do that which you have give me the enablement to do. Nothing more. Nothing less. You are the mighty God.You are the one that has promised to fight for me. You are the one that said I should be still and know that you are God. I know you are God so please now ARISE O LORD and let me enemies be scattered. In Jesus Christ's name.

Amen!

That The Dark Clouds May Lift

Father of the Heavens and the Earth
There is a cloud looming over me
My mood, my thoughts, my outlook today
You control the heavens
You control the skies, the winds, and the atmospheres
You control me.
You are the Light of the World

Deep down in me, I feel like I am in some kind of fight
A fight where I cannot see my adversaries
A fight I did not ask for and do not want
But Lord, you are the Mighty Warrior
You have not lost any battle and I know
This one too, the one over me, my home, my life, my peace
You shall not lose it either
Rise, Lord and let these my unseen foes be scattered.

And where I need to act. Where I need to stand
Lord, help me. Guide me. Tell me what to do.
Help me to fight for what you have given me
Help me to understand what is going on with me and in me
Help me to be that which you have called me to be

Lord, just help me to move away from under these clouds
Or better still
Drag the clouds away!
You know you can do it. You own the clouds
In Jesus Christ name, I pray!
Amen!

Light For The Step I Am On..

Is there anything you do not know about me Father?
Is there any aspect of this my life that is hidden from you?
You know me in and out.
You know my mind
You know how I feel
You know how I am.
You know me
Lord I need you to use your knowledge to help me
I need your Light on the road I am on now.
In Jesus Christ name, I pray
Amen!

Lord, Help Me on this Path

Dear Heavenly Father

There is no doubt you are up to something. And I thank you for your move in my life.
Please give me the right words to speak. And the right moves to make.
Please do not let me get all wrapped up in this that I forgot who has sent me
I am on a mission for you. You that have sent me, must give me enough light for every step you make me take,
Yes Lord, that is what I need, enough light for every step I take.
I will go wherever you send me. I know you will not send me anywhere I cannot cope with
Just help me every step of the way
I am counting on you.
Thank you.
I love you Lord.
You are indeed expanding my coasts.

Open The Eyes of Her Heart

Dear Heavenly Father

I love you so cos you love me more!
I praise your name this evening cos I just realized that you are just too much
I cannot get over the love you have for you children
I am talking specifically about my dear one, S
You are calling on to her. She can hear you Lord
Now, help her some more. Ignite in her a strong burning desire to spend time with you
Lord, touch her as only you can.
As she draws near to you, Father, please draw close to her.
Whatever little bit of your word, she reads, Lord, let her eyes be open to see something wonderful just for her life.

She accepts that she cannot do anything by herself. She accepts that she does not know where or how to start. But that is exactly how we all must come to you. Not in our own strength but in yours.

You know what you have in mind for her Lord. Please as she has begun to take these faltering steps towards your throne room of grace, Lord, be there as I know you will to welcome her with open arms.

Thanks Dad. I love you. But I know you love me and S much more.

Praise be to your name for ever more!

Father, I need You!

Lord! My Father and My God

I need you more than ever! Please never leave my side.

Last night, or is it this morning, I did not wake up to meet with me and it pained me

I need more grace. Grace to do the right things at the right time.

Thank you for not allowing me to feel too bad. Thank you for being so patient and so loving.

You more or less told me, it was OK and that I should try harder tomorrow.

Imagine, as if meeting you was for your own benefit. I am the one that needs YOU!

Father, take up permanent residence in my heart.

Make it your home for ever. So that You can continue to guide my every step. My every action.

I do not want to be a wishy washy christian any longer. You now I have told you this before. It is either your way or now way. Help me!

I need you Lord. I really do. I need you to increase in me. I need you to help me decrease.

I need you to help me make my motives pure. I need you to help me be more like you every day.

Dear Lord, Jehovah El Shaddai. You are the all sufficient One. You need nothing as everything belongs to you. Please help me, your child. I just know that I need You.

In Jesus Christ name I pray. Amen!