Exhaling......

Daddy, thank you. I am exhaling.
What a frightful time but I can see clearly now
That through it all, you were always with me
Never flinching.
Always loving.
As only you can.
Daddy, thank you. I am exhaling.

In you
Out me
Good bye to jati jati!
Hello to plenty sometin!

PapaGod, please can you do me just one favour
I know you will cos its just the way you are
Please keep the love burning NEW
Out with the old and in with the new
Daddy, thank you for bringing me to this place
where I can exhale.

I love you.Daddy and oh, please one more thing.
As you have promised, let Saturday rock to the high heavens
In Jesus name. Please?
Mwaah!

That I Might Forget

PapaGod, I love you and all I want to do in this life is be like you
To make you smile
But I cannot lie. I am seething on the inside
I think I am even finding it easier to forgive but forgetting?  ......How do I do that Lord?
How do I forget this person that would hate me so much as to want to drag down so many families?
I don't know how but I know you do.
And that is why I come to you.
It's easy to forgive this time cos I dug deep into my heart where your love resides......
But please teach me, help me, lead me to a place where I can forget.
Thank you Papa as I come to you in Jesus Christ's name.
Amen.
And Papa, please all  I have done, no matter how big or how little that has led to this situation , forgive me and more important, SHOW me but NOW I know better. I will not change who I am for I am molding myself on you BUT I will commit more than ever to be wiser, more discerning . I am so sorry for all who have been affected by this. So sorry. I pray you send restoration to all of our hearts and homes.

Thank you for always being there. Thank you for always standing by me. Thank you for always finding people to send to me to let me know.

PapaGod? I just thank you for you.

I Don't Need to Understand

Papa, so much is going on and I am trying hard not to get alarmed
I don't understand much of anything and my head is just spinning
But it's OK actually cos
I don't need to understand it all
I just need to hide under you, that's all
And I will


I mean how does one explain all of this? I am between and betwixt
I am almost beginning to think I am in a dream and this cannot all be real
But it's OK actually cos
I don't need to understand it all
I just need to hold on to your hand, that's all
And I am

For if the set time has indeed come
Then sweet PapaGod, I shall not run, nor shall I fall
I may not grab any of it and my head might be spinning and my
Heart thumping, but it's really OK, you see cos
I am holding on to my dear JC and as long as he is with me
I don't need to understand it all
I just need to let go and let God.
And I shall

Lord, You are Good To Me

My Lord, you are too good to me
It is clear that when you do for me, you don't look at me
If you do, all you see is your son, Jesus Christ
Cos Lord, you are too good to me.
But I am not complaining Papa
I am so grateful for your love that just knows no bounds
It is too good to me.

My Lord, you are too kind to me
It is sure that when you move for me, it is not me you see
Clearly, it is your son, my Saviour you are considering
For after all, he did die to give me plenty
But still it makes me wonder how I could be so blest
I am so amazed by how you do more than I even ask
Way too much for me.

Still, I humbly accept it ALL Papa
Yes, I accept it all with a promise to always live my life for you
Knowing full well that even my lifetime will not cover
The cost of your love.....Cos it is just too much, too good.
To me.

Lord, I Want To Take You More Seriously!

Papa
I have no other source of power but you
You alone are my Counsellor
You alone are my Teacher
You alone are the Light that shines my way
My Enabler
In this wicked, mean world
So please Papa, help me to take you more seriously

You see, this world we are in just seems to spinning out of control
Lord, I don't want to disappear in the midst of its evil spin
Sucked under by the claws of the god of this age
I see the only way to beat him at this evil Russian Roulette
Is to hide myself in you
So please Papa, help me take you more seriously

So I can hear better
See better
Think better
Know better
Than the devil.
So he wont be able to steal my life
My family
My victories
My testimonies
My ministry
Oh, Lord, Please forbid it, help me so he won't steal
My eternity
In Jesus name I ask you
Amen!

Daddy I Just Love You!

Daddy, I just love you
Each pore on skin wants to scream it out loud
I just love you
Cos you love me more
And I know it
I can feel it
I can taste it
Your love
It overwhelms me!
Daddy I just love you
Cos you first loved me.

I Am On The SeeSaw Again

Father, I need help. Your help. Again.
I know you, I know I can call on you
And trust you. Cos only you can understand
Why I am on the seesaw again.

Why I am up now and down now
Why I smile when my heart weeps
Why my nerves are frayed and my mood swing.....
Why I have no clue what this is so
But You do, cos you know me better than I
Know me and why I am on the see-saw again.

So Lord, I call on you and as I do
I give you thanks in it all, not for it, but in it
Cos I would rather not be on it.
Yes,  I hate the seesaw, I hate the ups and downs
But....then again.......I like it cos as I look up
As I try to hold on and maintain my balance
As I hold on tight to the grips, I call on you
And you hear........
And that makes my heart smile......

So, who cares if I am on the see saw again?
My God is with me still
And that is all I need to know.....
The world might be spinning
My moods might be swinging
But my God, he is every cool, ever calm and
Totally collected.